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I keep having romantic dreams of this guy.Help? - makin a bench

Started since last year, I dreamin this school. I never minded classes, or look perfect, if n sweet. Like all my dreams were beautiful, romantic dream.

My dream was meine 1 n, and we ran together in a hotel No, I met his family ..
2. Dream: We were kissing on a park bench with flowers, we surroundin
3. Dream: They're both on the beach is not playing basketball, while I was changing
Sleep 4: We Makin in a hotel toilet.
... I do not remember tha rest ....

But my biggest dream of what it was 5 days, I was gettin married to him. Since I was now another church, opposite the beautiful park n helpin nor his mother B4 I woke up I was able to walk across the island.

I love this guy, but I'm too shy to ever n all the classes, so that not only a chance conversation that I always start dreaming about him.
So Wat does this mean?